grr...roar... Saturday, I'm all alone at home. My parents went to my dads company picknick and my brother is doing community servic at the Taste of Orland Park. Oh sure they may have stuff to do and such, but i can find stuff to do to... um... yeah, i went to the New TigerDirect outlet store :) I bought a Belkin 4 port usb 2.0 hub, from the open box "as-is" section. The bag i picked was the only one with all the junk in it. well at least it was by the time i was done mixing and matching :). Also i dind't want to get riped off, so i nicely asked the man behind the counter if he could please test it for me, and he did :), that was very nice of him, but if any of his co workers or mangers asked, he didn't test nothing, test what, exactly :) so that was a good buy at 10$. I also picked up a ultra retractable usb extender cable, i don't think i will personly keep it, i think i'll give it to my dad, i think it will make him happy, also he has more of a use for it then i do. It was 2.99$ with a 3$ mail in rebate. :) so that == free will with postage and tax something like 65 cents. My dad is worth every cent. I also stoped some guy and told him what a good deal those barebones sets he was buying were. and how i built 2 of them this summer, and if he bought them 2 weeks ago he could have gotten 40$ more off. I like being helpful, and talking to people. lets see... also wandered threw bed bath and beyond, Cost plus world market, where i got Jones Sodas... um... went to office depo... and cut threw Gallions to get back to the car...
Earlyer in the day i went to Office max to get this 128MB Pen Drive for 9.99$ after 10$ mail in rebate, its nice also came iwth an extetnion cable. while iwas there i also picked up page protectors for my scrapbooking hobbie, the ones i had from drumline were a bit scummy. I Don't want my memories to looks dirty. :)
So i would have to say i'm in a good mood for no aparent reason what so ever. and i'm absoluitly fine with that *waves*
Tinyfirestarter out~
Well yar, friday. not that exciteing of a day yesterday i don't remeber what i did most of the day. I just know the second time i went out yesterday sucked. We went to the dollar store to pick up vases for the shower. And there was a pet land next store, so i decide to go in and look at all the cute animals. I pet the rats, hamsters, and bunnies. and look at the crazy ferrits being all crazy. Then i wanted of to the dogs, need less to say it took everything i had not to start crying in th store. I make a brisk walk out of the store and break down outside. *sigh* i dont' know why i do that to myself.
so anyways... yeah
um... went out to look for plants with my mom, we also went to stinemart and bed bath and beyond. I got a thinger to put my tooth brush and face cleaing stuff in.
i can't wait to go back to NIU. where there is not the constent remeinder that i no longer have the sweetest puppy in the whole world. where i have stuff to do storta. and where there is a guy who if i'm sad with come and vist me and try his best to make me feel better. Weekend full of laying around and movie watching. and the ocational nauating bus ride. treks and bus rides to class, people walking around in there self aborbed trances. *sigh*
Sure there are nice people here too, to bad some of them work, and also have other friends to hang around with. Also i'm an idealess void when it comes to thinking of things to do.
I sit here lisening to Blink 182 remebering the good time, wating for them to come again. NOthing is wrong persay. its just.... i don't know.. can't really discribe it. I guess it all jsut seams like a waste. Or at least what i'm doing now anyways. It seams like i'm wasting my time, i really don't know what i can do to not wast it and i think thats what is bothering me the most.
yar.. well perhaps i'll jsut clean up my room or something *shrugs*
Tinyfirestarter out~
Yar... today has been a rather long day. woke up at around 8:30 got ready and sat in the kitchen and right before i left aunt kathy went out to do shoping and just missed my aunt nancy who finanly showed up to help plan my cousins wedding shower. then i had to go off to class, oh fun fun, oh wait no boaring boaring dang was that boaring, on the bright side that was my last lab ever :). so that makes me happy, and i got light pink titrations the first time, and my lab partner didn't take for ever and a day to get hers right.
when i got home my mom said my aunt nancy cousin katie, cousin Nicole, Aunt kathy, and cousin andera, oh and my uncle ken(see below) came and left in the time i was at class, i just miss all the exciment, i mean no one comes when i'm sitting board out of my mind but no... they all come when i'm away! psh on then anyways.
my cousin andera stoped by to pick up her computer, and i really wanted to be here when she picked it up so i could explain everthing, i mean its not rocket science, but needless to say, some how there was a User error, and it didin't boot up when she got back to her house, i would have to guess it wasn't pluged in right, or the main power buttion got swiched to the off posion, *sigh*
and as for my uncle ken stoping by he saw all the cars in my driveway, and he was out patroling (seeing as hes a cop, its what they do) so he decieted to stop by to say hello (your tax dollars at work), but my brother not relizing its him and only seeing the cop car refuses to answer the door and runs to hide his cooking Knife set, *sigh* what a silly silly boy, because cops can come and search your house of legal cooking KNifes. oh wait no they can't because they are LEAGLE! meh,
yeah so anyways i Chatted online with people, saw my sweetie got his new toy (broadband) today. i had a hell of a time trying to download BF1942 needless to say i only have the patch and no disk 2. *sigh* perhaps you didn't hear me *SIGHs Louder* i can't get my sealabs to download. so i get angery with the internet, and go run errons with my mom, go to michels got some drawing paper for school, and a bandan. went to the back to cash my Plextor rebate check, and to the mall to return a dress to get 50$ back from the price we payed orginally.
When i got home i started playing sacred again, got stuck in a corner because of some damn bug. luckly i saved not that that far behind that, so i started over and only one hour wasted insted of 14.
also started scrapbooking the summer thus far. *shrugs* i found Kiss pictures from the concert i was at, but alas no picture of me and tristan with the AOL Guy.
well i think thats everything and if not, i'll ether write it tommorow, or forget about it, and pertend it never happened.
Tinyfirestarter out~
yar it be tuesday, for all of you who are keeping track. Yesterday was pritty univentful execpt for going to chris;s house to play Illuminati, a fun game. I recomend the orignal version since the verison we played first was a bit overly complicated with no real goals to speak of. http://www.sjgames.com/illuminati/ Also watched some Tv, Reno 911 and the daily show, fun times, well at least a nice switch from siting home staring at my computer or wall. you know don't get me wrong stareing at the wall has its perks, but yah no if yah do it enoff it starts to loose its mysterious luster.
um.. going to tristans house to watch Borne Idenity, because A i haven't seen it and B. its something to do, we might also play another round of illuminati. and C. chris is going to drive me, so no night driving for me :) wahoo!
My aunt kathy is coming in today, some time, *shrugs* aparetnly she is in orland park but shes not here yet... she is going to stay for awhie and pick up her computer, i wonder how many days she is going to be here. meh doesnt' really matter, i've got "the school" tomorrow anyways. yar...
also found out i'm not crazy, and there is a glitch in Sacred at the point i was stuck at, i looked in the forms and they game me the solution so now its all good. and my evil elf can move on with his quests. speaking of that, i think i'll go back to that. *Waves*
Tinyfirestarter out~
Yar... monday again, as it is every monday i sapose... *shurgs* yeah, so only one more monday worth of chem class :), in which i will be taking a test.then no more class room WAHOO! *does a little dance* oh yeah... umm.. yeah so i think i did ok on the test today, never can tell about these things.
I tryed to install Battle field 1942 butmy sweetie burnened me 2 Disk 2s so... i can't install, so now i'm using my "other" sorces to get an install, but i still need a key since i was told serial 2000 is for noobs, which i already knew, but i had no toher choice, seeing as people are not going to put there serial keys up on the internet because it makes them usless. yar... i home this works though, i would like to game with people more then i have been this summer, even if it is on a game i've never played. I can be cannon fauter.
going to chris's house to play Illuminati, tonight. and at aome point i need to get dice for d and d. i've decied i'm going to be an Elf, but i need dice to decide anythign else so i guess i'll wait.
well i'm going to go drink some stuff then go play illuminati bye bye
Tinyfirestarter out~
I"m back in the O.P. *sigh* that extended weeekend just wasn't extented enoff. oh well, life goes on and less then a month till school starts. WE went to see "I Robot". which was suprizingly better then i thought it was going to be, Jacen really wanted to go see it, but it seemed more like a renting movie to me, but i was pleasn't ly suprized. I also meet jacens friend Sam Last night, so now she existes. My theory is that people don;t beccome reall till i'v emet them. I only have to meet i think like 4 more of jacens friends for them all to be real. I think the only has to meet one of mine. oh also watched "50 first dates", "secret window" (even tho we went and saw it in the theaters earlyer this summer), "Starsky and Hutch", um... and i can't think if we watched anything else... me may have... *shrugs*
oh i suprizingly remebered to get Battlefield 1942 from jacen. and he's geting broadband on Wensday of next week, :) which means no more goign on the interent at 12 at night, lol.
I've got a test in Chem tommorow, then a lab on wensday, and then test next monday and final on wensday. the ndone Done done done. i get a whole 2 weeks off, in which i think i will go comeletly stire crazy and then back to good old NIU :)
I went out to dinner iwht my faimly today, some japaness place where they cook the food infront of you, very classy. and i'm so full! so full i can't even eat birthday cake, damn youi know i have to be full then.
so since i've gotten home at around 2:30 i took a nap, checked my email, went to dinner, and have done some multi choice practis problems for the test tommorow. yar... well if anyone has any ideas on what i should get my 18 year old brother for his birthday just post a coment. but if any of you say pron, hooker, condoms, or anything to that effect i will smack you.
Tinyfirestarter out~
Intro To Video Art /Monday Wensday Friday 10-11:50AM
Intro To Time Arts /Monday Wensday 3:30-5:59PM
Intro To Music /Tuesday Thursday 9:30-10:45AM
Intro To Phil. /Tuesday Thursday 12:30-1:45PM
Intro To Mass Communication/ Tuesday Thursday 3:30-4-45PM
All University Band Tuesday/ 6:00-7:59PM
Man thats alot of Intros to classes.... *shrugs* at least 2 of them are in my major, and the otheres should be ether fun, intresting or easy, or any combo of the above.
Chem today was rather tedious, and the lab was boaring. Today i also feel like some one has been beating me up with Fun Noodles. Which if you don't know what that feels its not that pleasent.
Our car also happens to be acting stupid, It doesn't start some times, and other times it starts eventtlay. Man i hope it doesnt' die, for that would suck. Not only because i'm saposed to go to jacen tommorow, but because i need that car for school! *Sigh*
Tinyfirestarter out~
Today wasn't such a dreadfully boaring day, which was a nice change of pace. Sure i didn't really do much in the actual day part, i mostly played Sacred, talked with people online, and did Chem homework. But it was tolarable. My ink got delivered today, so now i'm set for the year. I registared for an absenty ballad for the upcoming presidental election, did some errons with my mom, and fell asleep watching Finding Nemo. Mine mine, heehee crazy sea gulls. Then alison called so we hung out, got coffee from starbucks, and walked around the mall. I got pictured from her, that she took at her LAN, and other verious events over the summer, fun good times. *yawns* i'm rather sleepy, still got stuff to do tonight though, *shrugs* oh well. no test tommorow but a test on monday. i wish it was tommorow though. i'd rather get it over and done with, insted of having it loom over my head all weekend. HEehee but i'm pretty sure chem will be the last thing on my mind *smiles*. one weird thing i relized today is that if the test gets pused back a day, then there is only 2 classe before the next test... which is odd... then the final.. then DONE DONE DONE! then only a two more weeks and i'm back at NIU. And my cousin Nicholes wedding shower is on the 8th of auguest so i have to help plan, get ready for, exicute, and clean up after that, its at our house, which reminds me i need to ask chris's parents if we can borrow those tables in there basment, i have no ide how we are going to fit 30 people in our house comfterbely, lol, should be intresting to say the least... and on the 21 of auguste my aunt mary is having everyone over to her aparment to watch the Air and water show, which was really nice last year, since her aparment is right on linicon park, we can see it all from the comfert of the inside. Then i move in to the dorms the day after that, then school starts the day after that. Man i'm so excited about my time arts classes!! i should have a good scedual this semester. my earlyest class is 9:30 in the music building tuesdays thursdays, but thats fine i'm ussually up way before that anyways.
Yeah i was told not to the rude coment that was left on my site. but to hell with it, who ever it is because i'm postive that Allison Hayes at IP 203.131.122.172 does not really exisest, since i traced the IP and its from Tiwian, Nice trick. You might not want to talk like a Noob though. *shrugs*
The reason i'm posting a reply is not to bash you, but to tell you if i have offened you unknowingly in some way, shape, or form, i'm sorry. But I do belive that your coment is out of place, and unfounded. But perhaps thats because you have never been in love before, but don't worry there is someone out there for you.
Perhaps your just miss reading my blog, but if it bothers you, i'm not tieing you down and making you read it. First of all I do not feel like Shit, nor am i always concerned about my relationship with my boyfriend. But this is your hang up not mine, so Peace
Tinyfirestarter out~
It seems like they're all picking on me, i know i shouldn't take all there badgering and hurtfull coments to heart, because i konw that they don't mean them how i'm taking them. but perhaps they should better think about what they are saying, becaue lately it seems like they don't care, or that they are just being mean for the sake of being mean. FOr some reason my emotions have been in high gear and more things are bothering me then they should, for instance, i can't think about any of my past pets or think about geting new ones with out breaking down into tears. I miss so much the care free love i receverd from them, how inocent the world seemed when they were around, how simple things were. Perhaps i strive for a world i can more control, or perhaps one i can be more comfurtable in. The world is changing and the world is expecting me to change, but i don't feel any diffrent, i don't feel any older, i don't feel like i'm geting more responsablity. I life is just not how i imagined it would be almost at 20, yeah i know most things are not how we expect them. but this is just seriously diffrent, i don't know how but it just is.
I think the reason i like college so much is A. because jacen is there to help me threw the hard times and B. life is simpler, less choices, i have a scedual to follow each day. less food choices and such. Sure college isn't all gravey and wonderful, there is the stress of progects due, and the lonleyness that comes with being alone when ever Jacen has to be somewhere else. And after all i should be able to make more then just one friend in college. The other friendship i started to make got screwed up someware along the way, so go figure. I guess i was just met to be alone the rest of the time. Don't get me wrong I would love to spend every waking min with Jacen, but as i have said before that is Selfish and implausable. Plus there are so many more things you can do when you have a group of people, like going on secret missions, or playing boardgames, or playing Halo over direct TCIP. Go out see the world, do things, get into small amounts of college like trouble, and so on... things i didn't do last year so much. Perhaps with my plan to join more clubs i will be busyer, and perhaps some of the clubs i joined last year will actually meet. *shrugs* Since i'm not in marching band this fall, i won't be nearly as busy, with rehearsels games ect.
I don't know being home has a certain charm and such, and i do have fun good times with my friends, but those times are few and far between, so i guess i'm ready to go back, actually i think i've been ready for awhile. to bad i still have a bit more then a month left here. *shrugs*
Tinyfirestarter out~
I dont' know waht is in the air but my head feels like it weighs 2 hundred pounds and is filled with an inflatable ballon that keeps filling with water. and soon POP! my head is going to explode, but i dont' think it will really happen, or at least i hope not, i've been told my head is not alowed to explode, as if i could really help it *Shrugs*.
Today i followed mymom around like a little lost puppy, we drove to oak brook, because she wanted to get more Fishy glasses from creat and barrel, i looked threw all of them and this lady went and got a box of them for me, because they are hand blown glass and all diffrent, i wanted ones with good fish. My mom explained that i was an art major to keep her from thinking i'm a compleate pshyco, after she doesn't need to know that.... :)
Then we went to lunch at the italin place down the street, mm... eggplant sandwich mm.... then went to Ulta she had to get some sorta female war paint, i think its called foundation or some fool thing like that... Oh and then Tj Max I got new sheet for College now i have 3 set and can go three weeks with out doing laundry, but my mom says i have to use more then a washer a week, but if the clothing fits in one, why should i use more... sure i jam it in there but yeah... i think it works fine, and shes not there.... *grins*
got milk from the store came home, and i tryed to do some chem homework but it doesnt' hold my intrest at all... and i hope she goes over some of this stuff a bit more indepth then the run over she did on wensday, this week we have a test, then just one more and a final :) then no more chem for me!!
my mom and i watched "joe dirt" on the comedy channel, it was ok, not that bad, kinda cheesy but it definaly wasn't chem :), then for our big night on the town we went to Wallmart oh yeah baby we know how to live it up, Got allergy meds, glue sticks, grape sugerfree koolaid, razors, and a juice container for school that i can shake. Then for dinner we went to starbucks, Iced mocha frapachino dinner of champions.
The little Baby Bailey girl came over swimming "chippys", heehee there so cute, Maria was being a bit bossy and kept telling me no and shoving me... *shrugs* they are cute non the less, they were floating all by themselfs and trying to swim, sure they hand more flotation devices then you could shake a stick at on but non the less they are geting more and more brave.
I also decited to give my dad his birthday present today insted of latter in the week on actually on his birthday a week from today. because i will be at my lovely jacens house :) *smiles* i'll get back latter that night but i dont' know how late, or if he will be up still and such. I think he really liked them, or at least i hope he really likes them, they are watching them right now, but i hate watching the christmas ones... so boaring... and the bath time ones so embarising, what is it with parents and having to video tape there kids in the bath honistly... Sure when i was little i used to love around "free as a bird" but now its just embaresing to watch, after all i was one strange kids, what with the tomato incidences, and the child lesh thing, and thinking i was a dog for a few months... ah those were the days...
well my head hurts so i'm going to go close my eyes and lisen to music or pack up my things for tommorow for school, *Shrugs* bye bye
Tinyfirestarter out~
I'm lost in the middle ground of summer, alone in orland park, what happen to the time when there was fun things to do, things to keep me entertained, and content. My heart is else were, and my body is no longer content to stay home. But with nothing else to do i sit staring at walls, and blankly at homework. I thry to keep my slef ocupide by playing games, and that works to an extent but after4 hours i can no longer stand the error ridden world in which i was playing. I can not bring my self to play diablo 2 anymore, the pure patheic ness seaps threw me. I've beat the quests so many times i can do it with my eyes closed. The internet no longer holds the wonder and apeal that it used to. when i have it at my finger tips when ever i want, i find that i no longer find it as enjoyable as i used to. I start books but i can never seem to bring my self to start back up reading the same book once i've stoped.
so my conculsion from all of this is, that i am messed up, i guess the sooner i come to grips with it the happyer i can be, living in aceptance of my screwed up brain.
Tinyfirestarter out~
so what day is it again, oh yeah it doesnt' realy matter as long as its not monday or wensday, and i don't think it is consitering i'm siting here right now insted of driveing back from chemestry, and i dont' think i had it yesterday, yeah pretty sure... um.. no i didn't so by processes of emlimation it must be some time between friday and sunday. not like it really matters which day it is, nothing particually specail is happing on any of those days, i just have to studdy for chemestry and do my homework before monday comes. *sigh* i'm not at jacens, but hopefully i will be next week after wensday. Eap, wensday i have another chem test, test 3. *shrugs* i'm kinda indifrent towards it, i get what we are doing, its easy i'm just apatetic towards studing for it to make myself better at it. I tend to just make dumb mistakes becasue, yeah i guess i'm jsut dumb or somthing, doesnt' really matter i got 92's on our last 2 tests and 100% on the last quiz and lab. so i guess i'm in good shape, its not like the grade trasfures, its more a matter of pride. Next semsester at NIU i'm going to try extra hard to get good grades to stay on the High Honors deans list, because i think that would be a nice feather in my cap for Portfolio reveiw. Oh speaking of NIU I think its a good thing i switched intro to Time arts classes when i did, they cancelled the section i was in. yar...
um.. lets see i've registared for a few free things online, we'll see if i actually get them. um.. a 32mb pen drive from dell, a wireless optical mouse, and tech swiss army knife from microsoft, and a blue led mouse from Kingston. I dought i'll actuall see any of those ideams ever being delivered to my house, but its a nice thought that they might come. I hightly dought it but yah know anything could happen.
I would like to know where my plextor rebate check is *sigh*, i'm being to dislike my dvd drive and plextor every day. they have gone down in price so much over the last few months, i could get a +/- one for less then i payed for my + dvd, yar... i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles.
i have a scab that keeps reapearing on my scar. its rather disconsering because your not just saposed to get random scabs on your head if you haven't hit it or picked at it, or cut it in any way. I sapose it could just be one of my wires poking threw the skin, but thats not saposed to happen.
i played Sacred for a few hours today, untill i died, and got anger at myself for not pressing the space bar fast enoff. i think it will be a great game when they get the bugs worked out, untill then its good but not great, and the bugs are frustrating as all hell.
I have been in an orgizing and cleaning mood latley, it sick'ins me. i don't get joy out of it, i get a little bit of satisfation, but it doesn't last. why? WHY!??! oh well
well i guess i'll go do somthing, but i don't want to do chemestry anymore, and i don't want to sit around. so i guess i'll um.. yeah i don't know
bye
*waves*
Tinyfirestarter out~
grr.. meow, today wasn't a totaly wasted day, i went to see Ancorman with Chris, Tristan, and Alison... It was very funny, i highly recomend it. *nods* um.. i also made a trade with Tristan for my extra Cd/dvd lable stamper and softwear for 3 case fans, pritty soon i'll be able to kick my case and it will fly, but relax, i'll never kick my presious baby. sure it pisses me off some times, but it brings me more entertainment then pain, and i don't know what i would do in this endless abiss of summer with out it. I also need to find screws to fit the fan so i can actual put them in my case...
Well i could have fixed my not up to par sound system for 1$, tobad i don[t have a free PCI slot to put the card in *sigh*. oh well, the sound is sufficant, i guess.
um.. i won a 32 mb pen drive from Dell, but the question is will they send it to me. and on a similar note where the hell is my rebate check from plextor! Grr...
I've got class tommorow, and i'm a bad girl i didn't do my optinal homework, because stoicheomtily is fun and easy, and if you dont' get it you should be pelted with rocks... i.e. most of the people in my class... sure not fun for them, but pleanty of amusmet for me, and after all isn't that what its all about?
I wasn't quite as depressed today as i have been the past couple days, but i'm still not sleeping very well, oh well. i'll live, or rather i'm told i have been told i'm forbidden to die, so i guess that is living. Right? meh...
It looked like it was going to rain all day, and it hasn't the weather is taunting me. Taunting me like a 10 year old fat boy on a school bus. yar.. oh well, i wish the weather would just do somthing, its rather hot and humid and i'm sweating like theres no tommorow. and the sad part is the air is on, but its just so damn hot in my room. i've thought about moving down to the basment, but i think it is just to much work, i'd need to carry my computer, vcr, printer and such to continue my work on the movies. so i guess i'll just sweat some more. well i'm off to go rumage threw the screws in the basment to find screws that will fit these case fans, bye
*waves*
Tinyfirestarter out~
grrr.. meow, i beleve jacen said it best when he told me he thought today was a wasted day. i would tend to agree, i didn't really do much of anything today, and it seemed to just drag on, i was stuck between the limo of not wanting to be around my faimly because they never lisen and just annoy me some times, and not wanting to be alone. so... i did what i always do, get semi depressed and go into an orginazational rampage. i re cleaned and orginized my closet, put the stuff i had in my room for college in the basment and updated the lables on the boxes (yes i know i'm compleatly crazy, i have note book paper with an item by item inventory of what is in each box).
I also ripped comressed more home movies, and went to office depot and got dvd labels, i got 2 label maker sets for 5$ each, what a deal concetering each came with 20 lables, softwear, aplicator, and 10 cd jewl case incert thingers. because we were going to just buy the lables for 16$ and we were geting 30 lables in that box. *shrugs* so yeah.
also did some weeding in the garden, and chased the bunny around a bit, silly thing won't get the hint we don't want him there. he thinks its the garden of "eatin". oh yeah bad puns.... grr.. meow.
*sigh* is summer over yet? is it time to go back to NIU?
oh wait i need to finish up this semester first... abit more then 4 weeks left, so not that bad.
aparently my rebate check got mailed for my plextor dvd burner, took them long enoff, i ordered and sent in the form in March.... and my aunts hard drive shiped, so i will be able to finish off her computer, then i jsut need to load the softwear bundle i made for her, and that will end my summer job.
I have to say, i'm really likeing my amd processor, i was missing my pentium 4 for awhile, but compression just goes so much faster with my Barton. I'm sure my added ram doesn't hurt ether. i just wish my mobo didn't suck so much. well.. honistly its not that that bad, its just its a Microatx, so there are only 2 pci slots and thats all i really need, but i wish there was more room between my AGP slot and the first PCI slot so more air could get to my video card. oh and good news from tristan, he said i could have some fans he doesn't need, black ones :). so my baby will be even cooler, i'm excited, i dont' think i'll put one in the blow hole tho... to loud, it amplifys the sound way to much. yar... well i guess i'll go back to mindlessly orgizing and wait till its time to call jacen... so bye bye
Tinyfirestarter out~
yar... going to see kiss in a few mins. tristan is picking me up andi got the tickets this morning, real tickets too, with real seats... not even really really bad seats sec 202 row AAA seats 3+4. sure they could be better but i'm not complainging for 6$ a ticket. muahahahah. i'll have to look around for the jessica jones working security.
yar. but i wish my jacen was going with me, his dad really likes kiss, but they were going to the race thinger today so they coudn't make it.
so i'm off to rock and roll all night and party everyday.
*waves*
Tinyfirestarter out~
well... yesterday night was um.. yeah long-ish, so caffine+late at night== me up all night. well i did get all the shower invitations done last night, i was up till like um.. 4ish in the morning. *shrugs* oh well, i swaped the mobo i wanted to and zip tyed the cables in my case to be all nice and neat. Figured out how to turn the onboard video compleatly off, um... formated one of my 120's and did a fresh install of Legel xp home on it. updated windows, my video drivers, my tv tuner drivers, and updated the firmware on my dvd burner. nothing else really happened today.
OH i'm going to see Kiss tommorow in concert for 6$, tristan is coming with, i can't belive no one else wanted to see kiss. i mean come on its kiss! for 6$ what else is there to do on a fridaynight. so me and my mom are going to go redeam our vouchers tommorow morning and hopefully get good sets. but for 6$ who can complain honistly... well ok tristan my complain. but i can tune him out, lol.
I wonder how my sweeties birthday is going, i hope hes haveing a good day, and i wish i could be there with him *sigh*
yar... way to many more home movies to transfure... yar... well i'm going to go back to mopeing around the house, bye
Tinyfirestarter out~
so, once again it is wensday, i have been jacen less for more then a day now *sigh*. oh i forgot while he was here we introduced him to 2 new things, white casles hamburgers, and mexican potatos *jhicama (sp)* *Nods* yeah so um... that was fun.
Had my chem test today, i think i did rather well, won't be able to tell till monday yar... and we did stoicheometry which is uber easy, but no one else in the class seems to get it, for crying out loud its pluging and chuging numbers, plus i get to balance equations ocationaly :) which for some reason i like doing.
my hard drive came today so i installed that... um.. went out with the jessica jones, her boytoy doug and one of his friends alex. we went to play pool, i sucked it up like normal, but i did make a few shots, then we went to Ashberrys the coffee house for a while. i didn't get coffee though, i got Bawls m mmm... uber caffeene. it turns out doug and alex went to Sandburg too, but i never met them, go figure in a class of over 900 and a school of over 4000, i didn't get to meet every one, lol. I smell like smoke from the pool place, i saw lots of loosers from my high school there, and abunch of skanky hoes. and i don't think they could have played crappyer music, but good time had by all non the less. I should really hang out with jessica more offen, i guess the reason i don't stems back to the fact that i hate phones, and have a fear of the person i'm calling not being at the other end. *sigh* its just so much easyer to hide behind the mask of the internet, and type away to people in other parts of the world.
I have to finish making My cousin nicholes bridle shower invitations, they are going to look really classy the writing is on platinum colored vellum, with classy white paper with a water stamp behind it, and tyed together with cranberry ribbon. i[m also doing the envelopes on the computer because i have messy hand writing. the envelopes are even classy with silver lineing.
tomorrow is jacen birthday, and i can't even be there with him *sigh* i gave him his birthday present when he was here, i drew a picture of us in craypas and oil stick. I really like how it turned out, and i hope he did too. *meow*
well i guess thats all, i'm going to go off and be lonely for a while, and perhaps work on the invitations some more *waves*
Tinyfirestarter out~
yar... there are monkeys runing loose all over orland! its crazy look at them go.. ahh the humanty of it all...
ok, or not, but that would be cool, my day has gradually gone down hill, it started off bad, i had bad dreams about jacen leaving to go home all night, because.. well he was going home today *sigh* he has gone, but we had fun while he was here lots of good moose'ie fun *nods*
we went and got him on um... thursday, beause i had chem on wensday.... stupid labs.... um... drove home.... my aunt mary and cousin emmett came to swim on friday. fun fun, we baby sat one of my moms friends kids while she made fruit and veggie trays up stairs for our 4th party the next day.
then latter that day chris drove us to alisons house for a LAN! fun had by all, we started the downloading and swaping and went to see farinhight 9/11, which was really quite good *nods* and then we split into 2 groups to find dinner, the other group went to wendys we ordered thia food mm... we definally got the better deal. i felt bad for chris because he would have gone with us, but he woudlnt' fit in the back of a voltswagn beetle *shrugs* and i think he would have liked thia food better yar... then we gamed the night away, went back to my house to get abused by my faimly, but in a fun way heehee, i felt a bit sorry for jacen because hes the new guy at the party, but my cousin andrea brought her boyfriend too so it wasn't all on jacen. and i have to say my family was behaving them selves.. sorta... well at least no one got kneed in the balls this year. *shurgs* always a good thing. and i thougth chris would never come to anther faimly party again after that one, lol, we told him to wear a cup this time or bring a bat to take care of the little kids who got him last time.
well lets see... um... i build 2 computers for my aunt kathy because i got a good deal on parts and such... um... keyboard, mouse, speakers,case, motherboard,cd rom for 20 bucks plus shiping and tax. i'm making a nice profit off of this, which should just about cover the cost of the upgrades i did on my computer :) i got a new hard drive a 120 seagate ultra quite, um... 512 more ram... um... and new mother board and processor, oh and geforce 5700LE video card *nods* i now have usb 2 and a gasp! 8X agp slot! something my old mother board was lacking... my hard drive "should" be here tommorow key word being should... and the last of my aunt kathys computer parts should be here some time next week, the hard drive i ordered was on back order, but it was a really good deal 120 westarn digital 8 mg buffer for 57$ shipped. and its not like she needs the computer now anyways she will ahve to drive and get it. she lives in michigan and such, she also just left our house. we are the no tell motel *nods* oh crap i jsut told you... oh well...
we i'm on to study for my chem test tommorow, i'm half way over with the class after the test weee!
Toodles
TInyfirestarter out~